My coach sent out the trailering schedule for the show this morning, and I replied that I hadn't entered the show and am feeling unprepared so am going to pass.
Her reply was to go, have fun, and just only do cross rails as a schooling round if I was worried.
Which is really good advice. Except I'm not nervous about the jumps or even the show...I'm more just a little bit discouraged/frustrated with our inconsistencies of late jumping wise and pretty sure we are not 'show ready'.
How do I tell her I'm basically sulking and being a bad sport because I know we won't be competitive? Actually, it's easy - I'll just tell her exactly that tonight at my lesson and she will laugh at me and sign me up for the show. So...look forward to a show recap this weekend ;)